Three years
have passed. The grief wasn’t getting any weaker. I was lost in time and space,
the life was a burden for me. My old friends paid me a lot of attention, and
they gave me this idea to leave everything reminding me of this horrible
tragedy.
I came here
as a refugee, got the job and started learning English. New country, new
people, new possibilities gave my life a new meaning. For about a year,
everything was fine, but then I felt the same anxiety again. I didn’t get the
refugee status and I lost my job. Coming back from a social worker who told me
I wouldn’t get welfare anymore, I decided not to file an appeal or other
programs and was only thinking about how to survive here until the deportation.
With all those thoughts I took a bus.
A car
accident happened once again, and this time it involved me. I had a broken leg
and a concussion. It seemed to me that it’s not the end and, against my will, I
prepared myself for the worst.
I was lucky
to have an extremely kind neighbor. She used to come, cook for me and clean my room.
During our talks she was convincing me that everything would be fine and this
black period in my life would definitely change to white. When I was finally
able to stand, I came right to Leila, following my neighbor’s advice. Leila
hugged me and offered me condolences. I was shocked.
While I was
there, I felt like Leila was reading my soul – everything that was in my entire
life. The mental healer said all my troubles were caused by my cursed
ancestors. This curse was passed on me, and if we don’t remove the curse, it
would pass further on all my family’s women. All men will die and the women
will live suffering. I remember my grandmother’s stories about Stalin’s times,
when my grandfather used to work for the secret police and, probably, did the
dirty work eliminating “public enemies”. My grandmother used to say that
granddad’s horrible death from lung cancer at the age of 36 and my father’s same
death when he was only 34, were the results of all the curses from mothers and
wives of those victims which were left behind the walls of Stalin camps.
Leila
helped me get rid of this burden by praying over the granddad’s sins. She made
certain rituals and everything changed so fast – my anxiety disappeared, I met
a wonderful man, who gave me sponsorship. We work together and his small
business became our common goal. I live and I pray for the health and
prosperity of such people as Leila.
Lubov, North York.
It’s been a
year since we moved to Canada.
My son is 12 years old. He faced difficulties at school right from the start.
Probably, it was because of the language. He started cutting classes with
another boy who also came here recently. They met some Canadian boy and were
spending all the time in his family. His mother was turning my son against me:
“What can she give you? When was the last time she bought you what you wanted?
She’s only grumbling all the time. She impinges on you as a personality”. Once
we had a call from some organization and were told our son refuses to live with
us and is suing us for non-pecuniary damage. We were supposed to lose our
parental rights. I was desperate. Mu husband heard about Leila from a friend,
and we decided to risk. Now our son goes to school and we have warm relations
in our family. Thank you, dear Leila, for your wonderful gift and attention!
Anton,
Maple.
My sister
was on the sevenths month of pregnancy, when she came here to visit me. And
then, suddenly, four days before flying to Ukraine, she was in labour. I
didn’t know what to do. We had to pay a large sum for labour, as my sister
didn’t have any status here. I ran to Leila. We are very grateful for your hard
work! Everything went great, and now we have a little Canadian boy! Thank you!
Valery. Richmond Hill.
I’ve had
psoriasis since I was a child. But lately, it’s been giving me more and more
problems. It appeared in such places which I couldn’t hide or cover. My
boyfriend left me, following his mother’s advice, who was looking for a rich
bride for him. Everything I was starting to do, was failing on half way to success.
I felt broken. I was supposed to move to a new house in a month, but the old
one wasn’t sold yet. And I couldn’t afford two mortgages. Leila removed the
curse from my house and it was sold in three days. My boyfriend came back to
me, everything went great, and the psoriasis vanished forever. I take off hat
to your incredible gift.
